piece of my life..

Okay, am so happy because im on leave on monday and friday this week! i have another 9 days of leave to clear and im planning on how to spend it fruitfully.

oh ya, i am a proud aunt of a 3kg princess. yes, my niece is 3kg and she was born on 8th September 2009 at mount alvenia. credits to peian.

i spent my saturday lazing at home. dont feel like going out as the weather is too hot. bought 2 dresses frm bonitochico. gonna wear one of them for melanie chew's twenty-o-nine. my faithful tv has become my new best friend! watched legally blonde and then fell asleep after that. gonna continue legally blonde 2 next week.

watched I love you beth cooper with angeline today. Nice movie. It made me laugh like crazy. seeing the way how beth cooper drove her car tells me im not a bad driver afterall. haha.

Before that, went to pick angeline at her place. and damnit her carpark was so unfriendly. i had problems trying to get out of the carpark as in i cannot make a u-turn because the carpark was too cramp/narrow and i was right at the end(u know those sort with 2 rows of cars and u only have 1 lane to yourself). i had to reverse into a lot before i can get out. but however, due to unfamiliarity of wheels direction, i almost hit a honda odessey which was next to my car. after 15mins of R gear and D gear, thank goodness the driver(i saw his horrified face through my rearview mirror)came along, i couldnt open the door to get out of my car because my car was juz CMs away from his car. So, he help me to strategize on how to adjust my car until my car and his had a safe distance. then he offered to help me to adjust my car towards the exit of the carpark. So nice right? i agreed to it but i almost died of embarrassment.

headed to amkhub after that and guess what. D spotted me. how coincidental? i mean if i were to see him again, he can never see the surprise and enthusiastic look on my face just like how he saw me infront of Novotel ever again.

well guess this was the highlights of my weekend. gonna send my younger brother off to tekong tmrw. his birthday is on tuesday and i have not gotten him anything. what a sister i am. haha. am so goin to miss him when he is not around. now who is going to tidy my room when my room is in a mess?! =(

Have just attended a 3 day intense opera course by micros fidelio. Opera is a software that handles reservations, customer profiles, housekeeping management, cashiering, accounts receivable etc. Have been using the Opera PMS(properties management system) and only have access to customer profiles. with the new SFA(sales force automation), i am able to create profile, contacts, bookings, generate reports and even merge letters from it from the NSO level. This helps to save alot of time and it really helps me to be more productive at work. cant wait for it to go live. but with this, i am so going to miss delphi. Hopefully my existing contacts and booking doesnt go missing otherwise i might have to re-key everything into opera and this spells trouble for me.

went to keyaki today at pan pacific singapore before it is re-open to the public. theres a rooftop japanese garden right next to it and man-made waterfall by the side of the walkway. nice ambience with traditional ceiling decor and diners are expected to be spoilt for choices with the variety of cuisine. do not expect the food to be like some normal japanese restaurant because it is far better then many.

okay i am going to take up business english at british council. hopefully it can help me to broaden my vocab and express my opinions at work better.

Another day of work tomorrow but im looking forward to it because its FRIDAY yeas!

It has been a week full of mental torment. I have sorted out my thoughts and i guess am fine now.

I have teared enough and there are no more tears left.

Really thank god that i have friends who stood by me during this period of time. My mum kept asking me whats wrong but just didnt want to tell her because i dont know how to start telling her also.

I dont hate him, just dont want to be involved in his life anymore.

Went for schuyler's 3rd birthday party and it was a blast. first time in my life i saw so many 4 legged fur friends in a party. a pity i didnt take any pictures. Party was at K9kampus near Turf city. picked Joyner and coffee up at her place, hit CTE was suppose to exit at PIE(Tuas) but i missed the exit thinking that there is an exit called PIE(Jurong). my dad gave me the wrong info and Joyner and i got lost. instead we went all the way up and exit at outram, somehow found our way to tanglin and cut across nassim rd to bukit timah(natural instinct). made many u-turns on the way dued to too many early u-turns. so instead of 40mins journey frm punggol to turf city we took abt near 2hrs? cant blame me for bad directions because this expressway exits are too misleading!! after the party, sent joyner and coffee home and had a long chat with joyner(joyner, i still miss the days when we were sitting next to each other in the office. too bad we're so far apart now). btw, coffee is joy's new adopted poodle. he is 2++yrs old, very adorable and its chocolate in colour.

Met ange after that, went to bedok to have supper. lost my way again(credits to pam that i found my way). had lotza bbq seafood, something which i had not eaten for the longest time. drove to marina barrage then pebbles bay because ange have not been to this 2 places. i know i should avoid such places as it makes one emo. then headed to jalan kayu for breakfast. whlist heading home, a white bmw nearly crash into my car coz i was distracted and got confused with the traffic light at a junction between jalan kayu and fernvale. Thank goodness he wasn't speeding and halted on time if not u guys wun see me again.

Its a long day but i enjoyed my day out with the girls.

okay after reading this, please do not get me a GPS or a street directory for my birthday present because i will be even more confused. i am bad at reading maps. i enjoy driving but i dont deny that i am a road hazard at times. I guess i still prefer to be driven. what do you think?

i love sundays because i get to wake up late and i can laze all i want on my bed. woke up for breakfast and went back to slp again. by the time i woke up, its time for dinner. had dinner with my family at east coast. i love seafood.

My younger brother clement is going to serve the nation in about a week's time. am so going to miss him. zzz.

I lost my cool and confronted him.

I know i should stay calm and be cool about the whole thing but i couldnt.

His text triggered me to do so. Everyone has their own limitations and i think he has gone too far this time round. I was awfully wrong about him from the start.. and i dont even know if i can forgive him.....

Have texted him whatever i wanted to say. Ended my friendship with him.

Couldn't control my tears at all.

Hope i'll get over this really quickly.

i am not missing. just felt really lazy to update this space and uploading pictures.

Its just 2 months since my last post but seems like time is passing by really slowly this time round. many changes at work within this short span of time. from someone who only act upons instruction to someone giving instruction can be quite challenging at times.

its only 2 mths and it seems like 10 years of my life. have been sorting out my thoughts about him and i have finally convinced myself that i can find someone better. i understand that everyone needs somebody but for someone who claims that he is not ready/does not want to be in a relationship ending up being attached? best part is we are only friends and i have no rights to ask/confront him. i dont want to listen to him saying things like he is sorry and all. i know certain things he say may not be valid anymore but i think all this while it shouldnt be a one side thing right? am mentally exhausted(imagine 1 and a half years of cold and hot treatment). sometimes i just cannot hold back my emotions. i need to be STRONG.

i thank all of my friends who were there for me to go through this ordeal.

iris gave me this when i was at the lowest point of my life. a cardholder with cards full of thoughts:-



why do u need a boyfriend when u have friends that cares for you?

Finally i get to spend sometime with myself today. Woke up around 1++pm, watched the season finale of gossip girl, read a book and cleared my room.

went to the 24 hour non stop golf driving event at toa payoh driving range with angeline in the noon and iris during the evening last saturday(thanks to nick). follow by sunrise at changi beach.




dinner on wednesday with the girls. finally freda is back. no-show from the organiser(you know who) lol!





End of weekend.

Sigh.

Pictures for the month of april - may..

partying with the girls at velvet. had loads of fun with freda, iris and the ever so cute cherre.



thank you freda for the invite and introducing your friends to us ya =)
we have to meet up soon!!

Picture taking during secretary week..



Dinner with wenhua, denise, melanie, jamie and joyner at ding tai fung. i simply love the steamed pork dumplings there. Its pure satisfaction when you sink your teeth into the succulent dumpling. yum. just check out the amount of food we gobbled.. bet the guys sitting behind us couldnt believe their eyes. hahaha!



followed by gelare for dessert. chose 8 scoops of icecream. sinful but who cares!



club hop with joyner after that. its wednesday and since we're out and why waste! went to attica, arena & lunar. joyner kept complaining that the music is not as good as aust. but well, its singapore... maybe u shd try being a DJ for 1 night and spin(suggestion only) hahaha!



random suggestion by katherine and yes off we went to batam. went to planet holiday hotel & residence for massage as recommanded by felicia. had lots of seafood in one day. things are damn cheap. exchange rate $1= 1375 rupiah(if i remember correctly). i have problems counting the $$$ as there are too many zerosssss lah. lol! And yes, batam has A & W. i like!!



luncheon with MH and Joanna at tampines mall. went to the arcade and played with the candy land machine and guess what i won, a yellow carebear. caught a few other things for MH and joanna as well. im damn pro at catching toys whaha. supper with ange after that.



butter factory with nick and ange..



PRL's farewell dinner at true blue..



Thanks to nick i was able to go to audi fashion festival. watched 4 shows in 2 days. my favourite show was georgia lee's. the moment she came out with the vera wang dress, the white feathers started pouring. the sight was enchanting & fairytale like..



dbl o's anniversary



supper with mh & joyner..



thats all for now. uploading pictures on LJ is a little tedious.

am listening to this song now



I am upset. again. the same thing over & over again. i know i shouldn't feel this way now because i have no reason to. but i couldn't help it. i hate this. argh. i have to move on.

Time flies, it is already April. I have gained alot in the past few months. Like i finally obtained my driver's license, my first nephew(and a new niece/nephew coming up), new friends, exposure and more..... and i secretly think that i am a lot wiser now. hahaha!

okay here are the leftover pictures in my camera, since january. lol.

- shopping at club marc(yes i spent on office outfits)
- cinderella musical(sponsered by the hotel)
- mh's bday(her 21st birthday and i did her nails for her. light purple background with pastel pink flowers)
- new heels(hot pink patent with gold heels from americaya)
- chinese new year i loveee! pictures taken at my grandparent's place and katherine's place


- s.h.e press conference with mh(accompanied mh to the press conference at marina mandarin because she won a pair of tickets!)
- crashing gio's place(his place is like mini tangs. full of clothes, skincares, shoes and chic furniture. i pity i cant show you guys because he threaten to sue me if i post those. lol!)
- visit to tracy's(to visit 1wk old jaren. he is so so so cuteeee! i love babies)
- kite flying(to reminiscing childhood. had a great time! i am sure i lose 0.5kg after that session)
- my very messy work desk(a sign of stress)


- T.G.I.W with iris and met pearlyn and mengli. fellow hoteliers small world!
- sg flyer (second visit to the flyer but boarded for the first time during day time. took manymany pictures the below pictures are only a fraction of them)
- haircut at KR+ to look at the salon please view-> http://www.krplus.com.sg/
- arnold's chicken at city plaza with iris. we love arnold's chicken!!!!
- ladyluxe at supperclub(4 course dinner but missed dessert because food was taking too long to serve)
- free flow of sex on the beach and lychee martini for ladies all night at arena absolute ladies night. was morified when we saw our pictures on clubSTOMP!
- with iris and her guy friends at rogues. quiet place and had a great time chatting with the guys.


fhm top 100 girl next door event at zirca. the wait was long at backstage and the girls spend time by taking pictures and talking most of the time. when finally it was my turn, i was so nervous and i flopped my Q & A lol!


it was iris's birthday so i decided to bring huien and her to tian fu tea house for their ever so popular imperial high tea. total of 4 courses, 3 types of tea to pair with 8 dishes. we all then slack by the pool at st gregory's.


a week later, lunar with freda, assumpta and bevlyn(didnt get a chance to take with bev because she left early hmmmm).


Yeah and the results for FHM Top 10 GND is out. being part of fhm gnd 2009 was exciting, fun filled and i am proud of being in the top 100. though i didnt get into top 10, i am glad that i made many many friends through the competition(especially freda for always asking me out for parties! thanks babe!). thank you all for the vote, support and encouragement you all have given me! i am happy for the girls that got into Top 10 and you guys have my full support=)

ok i know this is random. i need to go to the gym badlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!

Dear All, blessed Christmas and a fabulous new year to you! 2008 was exciting. 2009 will be even more so. I promise I'll post more journal entries here come the new year.

Here are some very overdued pictures. Thank goodness pictures show a thousand words so i do not have to type so much. HAHAHA!

Okay as mentioned from the previous entry, was in BKK during september(just before the protest took place). BKK is such a wonderful place. Before my trip there, I thought it was some old and boring place with bad transportation system but noooo. everything was great except for the hot weather, traffic jam & air pollution. It was a shopping paradise. There were too many many things to see, too many things to buy and so much to bargain for! The massage session was never enough. A big thank you to Angeline for organizing the trip, booking the air ticket & accommodation for me!


Took the bus, Chao Phraya River express boat, BTS & the MRT around BKK and it was so much fun. Bought the 1 day pass for the express boat and BTS 1 day pass for less then SGD5. Did I mention that BKK is so accessible? Got to know 2 tuk tuk guys and they brought us all around BKK for only 30-50baht. Btw SGD1=23.7Baht. Did not regret spending almost 2000baht at the Boots store there stocking up on my cosmetics and got FCUK fragrances & hair wax for my brothers. The food there are yummy but regret that did not try the catfish salad there. Japanese food is especially cheap and full of variety in the menu. Lots of wholesaler for shoes, accessories and clothes around Chinatown area and birdnests/sharkfins & abalones can be seen everywhere. Night markets are a must go because of the cheap Tshirts, bags, & shorts you can find. Did crazy things such as crossing the river as many as 5times a day to visit temples & churches. can you imagine we climbed up the very steep stairs of wat arun(temple of the dawn) just to look at the scenery? People are warm and full of hospitality. Am so grateful to the hotel people for giving me my extra pillows and daily hot water. Though am such a pain they still recommended me nice places to go around the hotel and ensuring us that we wont get lost. A sad thing that the trip only lasted for a week. wish it was longer.

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Had my one of my best birthday on my bday eve. high tea at lao beijing, dinner at vivo & cafe fel mer. Special thanks to Judy, Angeline & Rosie.. just a note i had 4 mango cakes on my bday & this is one of them..


thanks girls for everything. who says single girls cant have fun. thank you for the presents, the sparkle stick that says 22 and the candle that cant be put out! =D

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Brunch at twentysix with iris on a certain sunday in october..


the marinara spaghetti was my favourite. nice place with a view of the sea.

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dinner @ mArche with eric, esmond & mH



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the team with Mr Kockan on his last day



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Genting & KL with MH during the month of november. Genting, las vegas of malaysia. Nice getaway from SG. The view in my room overlook the very famous first world hotel(very colourful on the outside & has about 6000++ rooms). Though the place is old, cold and foggy, its still a place worth to go. my favourite shop there would be the FOS(very affordable dresses, tops and shorts). had my icecream at baskin-robbins. it is a must eat when u're in malaysia because sg doesnt have it. didnt really spend much there. only spend on the theme park admission, casino bettings, arcade tokens and food. The theme park has very exciting games & rides. tried many different rides and took the rollar coaster(known as the corkscrew) for the very first time in my life. The cyclone, corkscrew and pirate boat make me scream like hell. felt dizzy and giddy but afterall I enjoyed my day. went to the arcade and played like many games. Learnt how to play the jackpot machine there. can be quite addictive.


oh yah and we took the the world's fastest and SEA's longest cable car called the genting skyway down to the bus station. Boarded a bus to KL from there.Journey is about an hour ride. Put up at MH's cousin's place for 2D1N. Went to the petronas twin towers and spotted PKUL on the way..


joined the people to take pictures of the petronas twin towers. guess my effort didnt go in vain. pictures were well taken right? whaha!

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and here comes the christmas season


been listening to 'perfect christmas' by s club 7 and sadly to say, my christmas didnt turn out perfect.

brunch with the girls



dinner with the team



dinner with the family



outings with BFF & new friends..



clean up half of my room on the last day of the year and this is the result



and i did my nails. nice? maybe i should just be a manicurist. hahaha!




2008 has been a fruitful year for me. being able to travel has always been my dream. too bad i only have a limited period of leave or else i will be able to go further.

Friends has always played a big part of life to me. I have never regret knowing any of my friends. some chose to leave, maybe because they think that im difficult to be with or get along with. Angeline, Rosie & Judy, thank you for always being there for me when i need your support and Iris, thank you for always giving me ideas to dress up, widen my social circle and most importantly be there for me whenever im at a loss.

To D: people change. yes i believe that. I seriously do not know what you want. maybe you are right. I deserve better and I think I can find someone who appreciates me more then you do. u don't feel comfortable opening up to me maybe you don't like me as much as i think so. i have lived in denial for the longest time thinking that things might work out somehow. we have dragged for too long and i have cried enough. i am vulnerable and cant handle things like that well. if you didn't realize you juz robbed my christmas spirit and smile. still, i have to thank you for all the things that you have done for me. I'll miss the late prata nights, late night spins, random trips, dinners & outings.
we're still friends right?


My new year resolution

1. To find a bf who loves me & gives me all the attention i need (just gonna be optimistic)
2. To be fairer, slimmer & have perfect skin that glows (hope i can attain that in 2mths)
3. To pass my TP on my 2nd attempt (wish me luck. not really a resolution but a goal)
4. Stop falling sick

That's all for now. Hopefully my laziness will go away and will blog more often. FYI I have spent about 4hours on this entry. gosh.

It has been sometime since i last posted. Things changes, people changes, everything changes. Been trying to see things positively or in different light, reflecting on myself as a person and trying to live everyday to the fullest.

Pictures for the month of july..


During the month of august, the PBEA sales team went for kath's house party..pam and myself came to think that we had the potential to be a babysitter. lol!



then to the zoo with MH & my youngest brother..



having a wedding in a zoo sounds like a good idea..to the singapore flyer & fishspa the following week..



to the birdpark the next day..



went for the fireworks festival the following week with ange, rosie & mh with courtesy of gio!



my cousin's wedding. happy for her=)



MH's new hair for september..



we were asked to do a shoot for pbea's tvc the day before and as you can see we have a new teammate in the team. she is joyner. it was fun fliming and we spended like 1hour++ in the private room with our heavy makeup!



Like what ange says its tired being sad. nobody cares and nobody bothers. so why be?

Will update after my bangkok trip.

Take care for now =)

It is so unfair.
Why others can always get angry, why i cant?
Why am i always so compromising be it work or friendship?
Why am i always so forgiving to others and others love to take me for granted??
I am sick and tired of all this..

yeah it has been about 2 weeks and life has got a little better.

Had cakes at goodwood park hotel. their legendary durian cake was only so-so.


went to the toys & comics show preview at suntec. had dinner at joaquim


john little expo sale with pam & mh


was working on sat. had tea with MH at ritz apple strudel, met iris and went to the NDP preview 1(thanks to robert for the tickets). we had lotza funnnn! watching the parade on the floating platform was indeed an unforgettable experience. think we are crazily singing along on the top of our voices, participating in the cheers & kallang wave, wowing at the black knights and yes we all love the fireworks. maybe iris wasnt really paying attention to the performance coz almost 75% of the time shes textinggggg!


Yeah i love the fireworks and the heart shape part(which black knight 5 & 6 create) so nice righttttttttttttttttttt?! we headed to the flyer with the initial plan of toilet break and decided to have our dinner at popeyes. not expecting to go into kenko for fish spa but we did(courtesy of the NDP voucher we had)! 30mins for the treatment and it was quite enjoyable i say..


yeah lets hope i'll update like soon.. take care everyoneeee!

Okay as promised, here are all my left over pictures from my camera..



introducing pamela, my tag at work..


dinner at blu jaz with mh and her seniors(terry & lee lee) and the very yummy dessert stall which they brought us to..


iris & i at hooters for our late dinner. went for the stripy theme party @ attica before that. met zm & meixiang after that..no pictures taken


the only picture taken with iris and lilin at zouk on wed. i love mambo jambo.


participated in the cleo swim shoot event yesterday at silso beach. been awhile since i last went there. iris finally formally introduced huien(iri's childhood friend) to me. tried coke zero and had 2 cans of original coke there. saw leisher at the new urban male's booth. sprayed lotza neutrogena sun screen during the event. used evian mineral water to wash my legs. ahhaaha!


Had a long chat with iris last night. thank you for always being my listening ear and giving me advise all the time when i am lost. u're my best friend ever.

SJC girls, when are we going to have out next outing!??!?!?!

Thanks all for your comment during my last post.

I am still not okay i think. Met up with the girls just now and had fun chatting bout our good old days in SJC. Memories. Can you imagine how would it be like when we meet up a few years later?

Love is indeed a complicated thing. I just cant handle it well. I dont understand why is he treating me this way. He claims that he loves me but doesnt picture me into his future. Is this an excuse to get away or is this what he wants. I am really confused. I never thought things will turn out this way. Looking through the texts makes me really upset. Maybe he has a change of heart? Maybe he doesnt know what he wants? Maybe he doesnt want commitment? Maybe he has a bad past? It has been almost 3weeks and im still being troubled by it.

I dont feel like going to work everyday. Loss of motivation, sudden lack of passion/interest and i have a petty boss. How am i going to carry on? Arghhhh

Was suppose to go drinking with iris on sat but we ended up having late dinner at hooters. Got to know a new friend Meixiang, chatted at Chijmes till late. Went to zouk with iris on wed. It was very fun. I love mambo jambo. Got to know a new friend Lilin. Taken leave the next day, intend to sleep the whole day but unfortunately i had to bring my brother to the doctor's. went to vivo, had a proper Carl's Junior meal for the first time, shopped at Tangs, bought a pair of new shoes.

Looking forward to the Cleo photo shoot which is tomorrow.

I know i have been ranting but this is my blog i have my every right to rant. So dont complain. Will upload some pictures if i have the mood to..

Friends..

What are friends for can anyone tell me?

Please let me rant for this entry.

I am really tired of what i am doing. Always trying to please everyone within my capacity. I can't do this anymore. I am so frustrated!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!

It has always been a childhood dream of mine to be in the hotel industry. To go extra mile, and to serve everyone by providing the best service. However, i don't see this in my current hotel. The people there can be really nice and really bad at times. Things don't turn out well as some people simply doesn't follow simple instructions and certain procedures.

And lately, because of some minor issues, the front office people have seen me in a "different light". The usual soft spoken girl has became famous overnight because of such a minor matter.

I was suppose to get showroom keys for my boss and it didnt turn out well. This particular senior who was suppose to give me my keys that day, was very rude and unprofessional. It is understood that he should prepare the keys(I called one hour before to let him know) within the time frame but he didn't. I talk to him in a nice manner but he didnt appreciate it so i deal with him the hard way. He gave me the wrong keys(with guest in the room), keys that doesn't work and consistently finding fault with me. I admit that i was wrong in a way, i even felt guilty and thought of apologizing to him BUT i changed my mind. He doesn't deserve it because he went round spreading rumors about me! I am somehow affected by this as most of you know that I do care alot for my image. Argh. Angry..

Then part 2
There is this certain HOD, shall not mention who is particularly irritating. I used to smile alot to everyone but NOW i think its best not to smile too much. I am always polite to this certain HOD, but he loves to talk to me in a very sarcastic manner. Firstly, he called me maid infront of his team (coz i always assist my boss to send laundry). Is he trying to humiliate me or what. Secondly, he always comment that i should tie my hair & wear higher heels(fyi, being in room sales doesn't need to tie hair..i verified with my boss & i'm wearing 3inch heels). Thirdly, when i didn't smile at him he says am rude(HELLOOO when i smiled to you u ignored me and why must i always smile at you, everybody has their own mood and you called me maid and I am seriously offended by what you said okay? ARGHHHHHHHHHH). very irritating right!?!?!?

Everyone doesn't seem as nice as they are. I know everyone is not perfect but I just don't understand why can they be so nice to the guest and why can't they be nice and friendly to internal staff (no wonder turnover rate so high). DON'T UNDERSTAND WHATS ON THEIR MIND! They are veterans in this industry and yet they do not set good examples. I am really disappointed. I was happy during my first 2 months though the workload was scary but now i am beginning to feel de-motivated everyday..


P.S- HAPPY 21st JOYCE!

Dear all! I know, it has been a long time since my last entry. Have been busy and feeling lazy. Okay, for this entry i shall update all my left over pictures.




Okay thats all! I know its a little too little. will try my best to update more frequently if i have the time.. ahahaha! take care for now! =)

For those that are wondering where have i disappeared to for the past one month, i am back. LOL! Reasons for not blogging are: 1) too lazy, 2)found a job at parkroyal on beach road, 3) havent been taking alot of pictures & 4) no mood to blog. ahahahah! So let me start off from 21st Jan.

Went out with iris and we had popeye at T1. was recommanded by AP but wasnt v.nice. the bread was good but the chicken was to dry. price was reasonable though but i still prefer arnold's chicken.



went to T3 to walk around then iris suggested to bring me to new asia bar at the top of swissotel for some drinks. the night view of town is indeed captivating from level 71! i love that place. the deco and all damn nice! will visit there again!



went to gallery hotel for an interview the next day. passby this place and took pictures of it. i love riverside.



on the 24th i went to cut my hair at china square. the next day had fish & co with ky.



it was ange's 22nd bash on the 25th! met rossie and janell at cafe cartel and we headed to cityhall to get cake for ange. went to introbar at swissotel the stamford for some drinks. after that we headed to dxo. dxo was quite boring. no cute guys to see! haahahahah


im so glad that after this ange and rossie cleared their misunderstandings! after that we went for some teochew porridge at kovan. nice but too tired to take any pictures. lol!

the next day i helped my mum out with the cny snacks. i made 2 kinds. the quantity was about 6 containers each. very proud of myself lol!



went to the john little expo sales on the 31st jan. got lotza stuff. lol. met mh there as well and we shopped like crazy.



anyways we got really crazy with toblerone ever sinced we played with the candyland machine the other time. lol! and below is my youngest brother new hair lol. spend most of the time shopping with him for new year clothes for the past few wks. he have no school thats why so free and his hair duno y he likes to try fancy hairdos. so diff frm me and my other brother -.-. went to rebond my hair and i totally regrettttttt.



on the 3rd of feb went out with iris to chinatown! the place was damn crowded, full of people. went round looking at cheongsams and i got myself a dress(this dress is damn cool because u can wear it in many ways and it have huge summer flower prints on it) which i thought i will wear it for CNY.



on the eve of cny went to club at st james with iris. went to my grandparents place on the first day, 2nd day went to my 2nd aunt's place(mum's side), on the 3rd day relatives(from my dad's side) came to my place for dinner and some gambling activities and on the 4th day relatives frm my mum's side came to visit.

some pictures i took of my younger cousins and my brothers when we were out for supper


and this is what i took on the 3rd day. my cousins are all very young right?! and kids nowadays play with ds lite and psp. madnesssss!



met joyce on the 4th day during the evening and we had ding tai feng.


my hair was so flat and i hate itttttt!

i started work at parkroyal on 12th feb and i was really busy ever since. had 1whole week of orientation(including welcome lunch, sales calls & site inspection), attended the once in a year event(travel awards night), sales team dinner at east coast and dialogue session 3 days in a row. been feeling tired for almost everyday. have to get use to the working hours, environment and workload. so far the people there i met are really nice. however im very stressed out because there are many things which i have problems picking up with. oh yah and i fell in the bus on my first day of work! hit on the right side of my eye and it was darn swollen. the very irresponsible bus driver didnt even apologize to me and i was in great pain. argh. coincentally darren met with a car accident on the same day. lucky thing he is alright but his golf st was not ok. oh and on v.day i met joyce and we had dinner together at bugis.

to add on i lo hai for more then 10times this year! cool right? lets hope everything will run smoothly for me be it work, friendship or love? AHAHAHAAHAHAH! hmm and i havent been logging into facebook and i have like so many requests to clear. okay not sure when will i update my blog again but yes i will try to take more pictures if possible!! =DD

Dear alll! CNY is coming and are you guys looking forward to it? I am! Recently im being poisoned by supre & asos because of iris! but toooo bad asos doesnt have any of my size left but yes i got a black dress from supre! hope i can receive it soon!

this was what i ordered

Plain Halter Neck Dress


all this was what i cant have! sobsx7553537905672343253745856907776

Twist Back Top in the style of Mischa Barton


Wrap Front Tie Back Top

very pretty righttttt???? hais too bad my size is not available!!!!

okay so on the 12th of Jan we went to one of the ktv pub at serangoon garden's to celebrate dexter's birthday. it was really fun. played dice, cards and i kept losing but its okay. lol! somehow i couldnt believe that im going to be 22 this year argh.



on 14th jan went to joyce's place to gym and her house for dinner. joyce new laptop have got a built in camera and we had so much fun playing with it! ahahahahahaha!




went for eyelash extension on the following tuesday at browhaus. not very satisfied with the result. i still prefer the previous one. the next day went to IB for facial with gh and zm. the facial was really good and felt really refreshed after that. walked round central and after we got bored of the place we went to have dinner at the esplanade cafe.

met them again on thurs, this time with iris and zx around. went to have pasta at central. the pasta was so-so only. hahaha! after that, we went to orchard to shop.


all of the pictures were taken by zm. you can see how shaky his hands were!

okay will update soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon! am going to think of what to wear during CNY!

I hate making decisions.
I hate to settle for a job which i don't like.
I don't like it when others criticize me.

I am stressed.

jac: you better wake up your idea! u're already lagging behind!

ARGHS!